Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Fall

The distance from the top
Of the ladder
To the flat rock
In the path
Is proportional
To the pain.

I imagine the arc
Made by the top
Of my head
And the ground,
As in those too brief seconds
I flew earthwards.

There was no thinking:
It just happened,
And was over.

Lying there
On my back
In pain
Grateful
I could move my limbs,
I went over each inch
Of my body, asking,
"Are you okay?"

My head complained,
But missed the rock
By an inch or two.

I could crawl.
Later I could stand, walk,
But not without constant pain.

Pain, the not-so-gentle messenger
That we are earth-bound, gravity-lovers,
That no matter how much our spirits soar,
We cannot fly.

Ellen B. Rust
4/5/11

7 comments:

Marushka C. said...

Owwwww! I hope you are okay or at least mostly okay. This sounds very scary!

Ellen Rust said...

I am mostly okay. VERY sore and bruised tailbone/buttocks. It was scary. I'm glad to be alive and that nothing is broken.

dot said...

Ellen! What a shock! Hope you're ok and recovering quickly. Missing you.

Ellen Rust said...

Thanks, Dot. Recovering slowly, but recovering. I miss you, too.

ginger said...

Sooooo glad you were not injured more serioiusly....I hate to even think of it....I hope your recovery is swift!!

I love the poem, and the last two lines are sort of poignant, and also so true.

Cathleen said...

Ellen I'm glad that you're okay and recovering!

Karen McIntyre said...

All right! Now I guess you got your "comeupence" for yelling at me about being on a ladder!

What on earth were you doing up there? Star gazing?

The nice thing about a poem is it only reveals what you choose --- to-- the bruises tell the rest of the story. Let's get together so I can see them and we can visit Ms. Catherin Soon! I bet she has a ladder story! Hugs,